SWEETFIFTHTEEN

2009-11-06T05:05:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe is my rebel time or u doing wrong things..nowadays..u r getting more n more worse..is like..y when he not at home then u will be so fierce but when he is at home u cn b like ntg had took place b4..i dun understand y u wan to b like that..today..again..bt not the first tym u treat that kids like that..he is still young but y u nid to be so fierce n rough to him?? he just wan to eat fish n he just take himself to his own bowl n transfer his rice frm one bowl to another..but y u nid to scold him so loudly n even hit his head so hard n even say u wan to pull him to die n u actually wanted to pull the string on his neck to cekik him..he is still young n a lot of things he still dunnoe..u shuld have talk to him nicely but u choose to do such action towards him?? scold till so loud..u wan to scold or nag at me then go ahead la..but y after me is that kids?? u not in a good mood izit?? har?? i don't think so lo..cuz after that he cums back dy.u started to be so nice to everyone..is like u r acting or wat..i dunnoe..but still i think u shouldn't do this on that kids..it had been many times i am tolerating u dy..i noe if i had said u today i would b shouting n so i kept quiet..but if there's another time u treat him this way again..i am going to say sumthing dy..u always said u r v disapoint in me n him but have u ever thought that we got disapont in u or not?? have been a gud mum all this while?? always want me to study only..dun like me to frens ppl who u tink is not gud..dun like me go n join sports..wun even encourage me when i lose n yet like to make fun of me..dint even praise me when i win in sumthing..NEVER ONCE YOU DID!! but out of everyone's mum i felt..my mum is not the best..most of the kids will think that their mum is the best n their mum rely treats them very gud but wat about me?? y can't my mum b like their mum?? u never thought of othrs ppl feeling..u only thought of ur own feeling..have u ever considerate for others?? NO!! ppl help u b4 but u will nvr help back if ppl ask u to..did u realize that?? i knew it since i was in primary..u r a person hu wun b grateful 2 ppl hu had help u once..but not towards everyone just sum of them..i am rely disapoint..i try my best n study well in my studies but still u will always find excuses to say i am poor..other ppl mum will say u try ur best then cn dy..but u?? u will say..u muz get tis n that..if didnt get..then u will nag for FEW YEARS N NOT FEW DAYS..i rely dunnoe wat cn i do..but luckily i still have a dad n dear hu always support me..

2009-11-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

went to skul today!noe wat..i played footsal..lol..it was quite fun..yvonne,amer,chua,heng,vyan n jamie..n me was in one team..we shouted lee min ho so that chua will gol..her HUSBAND wat..indeed a fun game..manage to final but still we lost to 3D..they r rely gud in that..n name themself as wat PONTIANAK..a funny name..then went out..walk wif yvonne to cs..n i realise sumthing..yvonne can walk much much much more faster than yi harn,felicia n manda..i mean those place which got a lot of big stone wan..have a lot of fun..anyway next week not going to skul except for friday i think..

wat does it means...

2009-11-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

u means a lot to me...
without u,i dunnoe how to continue my life..
i dunnoe hu to tell when i face prob..
i dunnoe hu to go to when i nid sumone there..
i dunnoe wat to do if i am lost..
u noe being wif u,it rely makes me feel xin fu..
n whenever going back home time i would think that if time cn stop..
then i cn b wif u longer..as in meet la..

i just wan to say that..
i nid u in my life..
it wouldn't b complete without u..
u rely v gud to me lo..
but u sumtyms will say u useless..but u r not..
but now seldom dy..
so v gud..
hahahaha,..
u always very worry n care bout me..
nby ever did so..as in so worry..
but u did..thx le..
in future aso muz like that k..

u always there whenever i nid u..
whenever i face my prob..
nwadays keep think of being gud to u..
but i dunnoe wat i did gud enuf or nt..
but i wan to b better..
but i dun relly noe how.
so u give me suggestion la k??
hehe..i rmb every word u say b4 pmr which u wan to do it after pmr..
n now i am doing it 4 u..hehe..
but dunnoe whether u rmb wat u said or not la..
hope u will like wateva i had make n going to make 4 u..

got sum word wan to say wan..

but ltr ppl c dy..

vomit..

bu hao yi si say..

sorry ar..

but still i wan to say..

i love u!!

2009-10-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

thank you manda!!

2009-10-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

before that..wan to say sorry to my dear..

cuz my comp sot so the pic is not upload..

but i will upload it ltr..

maybe on tuesday k..

forgive me le..

1 year dy..

very fast lo..

dear,thx a lot for everything u had done 4 me..

those presents rely touches me..

i c dy cnt stop crying lo..

is like so many le..1000 hearts..

hand sure very very pain lo..

n u sumore nid to go ur fren's hse to do the choco

very nice le that choco..i like to eat lo.

i think it will soon finish dy wn..

n u spend a lot of money on this rite..

next tym dun spend so much dy k??

n rely hope u will like wat i give lo.

though i do not much..

but still i do it sincerely..

n i dun dare do so much..

noe y??

scare in future ntg to do dy..lol..

anyway,thx 4 everything le..

u treat me very gud lo..

my dear is the best dy!!

hahahahahahahahahahaha...

thank u so much 4 everything le..

u dun say sorry k..

not ur fault aso..

i am rely v v happy to have u..

without u i will not b as happy as now dy..

n we must maintain till forever k??

i relly loves u a lot..

1st tym so love one person lo..

but the feling v xin fu..hehe..

most of the thing i wan to say i ady tell u in the card dy..

but u dun laugh k..i mean it wn..

i will love u forever..muacksss><..

2009-08-28T04:38:00.001-07:00

a happy day indeed..
went out to pelangi n cs..
1st went to pelangi to meet him..
after that saw swee ann n xuan nii..lol..
they like v suprise..weird d..
then after that ka hui called..

ka hui:halo ade ar..where r u??

ade:at pelangi.y??

ka hui:wif hu o?

ade:alone ar..y??

ka hui:ya meh..

ade:of cuz..

suddenly pei san tok..

pei san:halo ade ar..u dun pretend la..we saw dy..

ade:oh..rely?? hahahaha..k la..bye..

lol....

then after that went to cs to watch ORPHAN wif manda n harn too..
n of cuz he aso got go..
that show..sienz lo..
i thought v v nice but..got zadao lo..
super cold lo in the cinema..
dunnoe y..till i trembling there..
till half way then manda n harn go to tui dy..
so..after cum out..we both v cold so went to old town to drink coffee..
seriously..u scare dao me lo..say wat u v cold..wan die dy..
then go in dy say wan to go out..
hahahahaha..v malu wan le..if sit dy then walk out..
then i go buy pin(my mum ask to)..
then after that went to take neoprints..
v nice le..i love it..hahahaha..v fun lo..
keep change here n there..
then everytime aso ply wif me..
gud la..v gud..keep it up noe!!
love u so much lo..
aso accompamy me..hehehe..
get to scare u!!(my hobby)
haha..then after that went back..sit to jusco..
on the bus take pic again..lol..
an enjoyable day..
i did not choose the wrong thing..i go cs is much more better than malacca n kl..
hahahahaha..

shien,

thank u 4 giving me such a happy time,

enjoy a lot n hope that the tym cn reverse,

so i cn have fun wif u again,

cn c u again,

but still i did treasure a lot,

n hope i got make u happy too..

love u lotss dear..muacksss..

2009-08-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

soRRy

2009-08-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

pastED tense..lol..

forget bout it..

be deleted

2009-08-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

i want you to be happy!!!

fOr yOu

2009-08-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

loving u is a greatest to do in this world..
without u i would't have been wat i am today..
thx for everthing u had done..
i rely apreaciate very much..
if not for u..i wouldn't had been so happy..
from the begining i knew i had not make the wrong desicion..
n that's wat u had prove together wif me..
i knew sumtimes i might make u angry but u didn't want to say.
but i promise i will not to repeat again..
as long u r happy i am willing to do anything 4 u..
no matter wat i rely hope u wun leave me..
cuz i have no courage to face that..
seeing u laugh makes me happy..
so u laugh more noe..hahahaha..
i trust u n so i wun listen to wat she says..
n if she noe..she will be angry..
dear,i rely love u v v much..
n it will last long forever..
will nvr change..
hope u understand me..
thank u very much..mis u lotsss...

taged by:yvonne,natt,feli

2009-08-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

1 . What have you been doing recently?
#keep going out

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
#yup

3. What happened at 10am today?
#watching cartoons wif those kids

4 . When did you last cry?
#few days ago

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
#definitely

6 . What do you want in life now?
#to always be love by u

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
#of cuz-no

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
#sms and slp

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
#shorts

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
#all those messages

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
#of cuz no

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
#no

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
3 gi joe

14 . What are you proud of ?
#nothing

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
#lazy to check..lol..

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
#korea song

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
#yup

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
#i can't rmb..

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
#11 sumthing

20 . Are you currently happy?
#shuld b

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
#shuld be yvonne

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
#no

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
#yi harn

.24 . Is something bugging you right now?
#nope

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
#him

26.Do you like yourself?
#sumtyms

27.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
#depends on wat kind or situation

28.Who is your best friend?
#a lot..but also have some bestest fren

29.What will you do if you like that boy?
#don't need to think wat shuld i do dy

30.Who are your favourite stars?
#don't rely have one

31.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
#sure la!

32.Do you had even stead before?
#no

33.what type of boy do you like?
#caring,gud to me n most important love me..hahahahaha.

34.Now are you single/attached?
#unanswered

2009-07-11T05:42:00.001-07:00

finally cn blog dy..ady pass so many days frm competition till today.lol..hahaha...

this was my bungallow..haha..as in resort la..n we name it house 1..

this house..was big n fun..i,kim,nicole n chiara get to slp in the master bedrom..n was fun..cuz the last nite..we stay till 3a.m.n tis is a secret.we were dancing in the living room there like mad ppl..
but unfortunately..i lazy to upload..that 2.30ppl photo..
whoch name by one of them la..haha..

b4 the comp..everbody..was eating as much bread as they cn..i ate 2.n my fren ate 4!!

the last day in skul..take photos wif the sarawak team..their choir was relly v v nice..

my sarawak frens..they were friendly..haha..n i manage to get their msn email add..

my buddy..sara wong..

at the 2nd nite jamuan..i n kim took tis cuz she was just beside me..

wif the bukit nanas(convent in kl)

everything was fun..haha..but still..

1st:pulau pinang

2nd:sabah

3rd:kl

4th:johor..lol..

cuz is the johor who organize so we get to know that we got num 4th..a little bit more..

but after all..all of us try our best.n tis is the best results we cn get..

so w e r happy wif it..haha..

n many pic din post..cuz lazy to..

cs..ganti day'!!

2009-06-22T05:18:00.001-07:00

manda n me..

vyan n me..

me.vyan.lynn.manda

manda.me.lynn.vyan

went to cs today..went to eat at summer..

then after that went to the toilet n take pictures..

vyan was like asking me..

we waste 20sen to take pictures?

hahaha..
then after that went to arcade..

ply drums..one against two..

i alone against vyan n manda..

i won!!

haha..then got that uncle..

v pervert lo..

talk to vyan..then she like just knod her head..

then we quickly went off..haha..

19,20,21 of june..premier netball competition..

2009-06-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

whole team..went to the beach behind the hostel. at the netball court
at the pendaftaran place..

wen xin injured and she was scared of that antiseptik..so mei foong ask wen qian to hold her hand so that cn put the medicine on her leg..lol..

at the beach pretending to run

our shoes..

feli,sarah,wen xin,me n manda..

siting in the middle of the road..

our room is messy..

wen xin took my pic when i am sleeping using my hp..i am hugging her pillow..hahaha..

haha..kena i took..manda is eating..choco..

our captain(ah tu) n me..at the beach..

at the bus stop..taking pic..then wen xin's face appear..lol..

the 3 of us..feli,manda n me..

manda,feli,me n sarah..going for jamuan..

feli n me..

me n sarah on the bus..she ask me to took at tis angle..

manda..act cute..lol..

ah tu,me,manda,sarah,feli n mei foong..

before going to jamuan..we had ntg to do..so came up wif this idea..

i cnt tahan then laugh out..haha..

manda,me,ah tu n feli was taking v v v formal pic..

manda,wen xin,me n feli..manda,me,sarah.anith n feli..anith sesat..

overall..is was very fun..n the bathroom at there dun have door wan..

was like..omg went i saw it..

but in the end we bath in the toilet..v squezy..

then..a lot of ppl injured their knees..including me..

then ah tu ask..nowadays a lot of pl injured their knees..is it a trend??lol..
the last day..was quite sad lo..cuz going back dy..miss premier game a lot..

..haha..

went there relly miss u a lot..

receive ur call..i am v happy..haha..

wish u will always be by my side..

2009-06-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

wat can i do??

i am v v sad...

y i am not beside u at that tym??

i am v angry wif myself..

heart v pain..

hope i am the one suffer n not u..

y is u n not me??

2009-06-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

go out yesterday..
super pai seh lo..
go out wif..shien,nat,grace,nat' cous(will) n his frens n jun wen...
then is like..when go to summer..
super kang ka lo...
is like so quiet n tak kenal they all..
so..i just keep quiet n eat my food..lol..
after that..nat came..
was like so noisy all of a sudden..
but as usual la..

yesterday i was relly quiet lo..
they like keep wan to take pic..
haha..after that they disturb nat...
no choice..i cnt help u,nat..
hahaha..cuz in skul u aso got say me..
din c u so noisy b4(as in v v v noisy)..haha..was like...
keep talk n talk..in skul aso din play wif us like that..
super crazy de..
seriously..dunnoe wan to talk wat wif u all..
haha..nvm..still cn tok to u ma..
after that..went back time..at bus..
tok more wif u dy..haha...
it was fun..haha..n funny..
n next tym..
if ur dad not free..then say k??
then cn sit other bus ma..hehehe..

happy day!!

2009-06-13T06:08:00.000-07:00

went to jusco today wif shien and siqi n her...
went to vivo eat..then si qi keep look at me..
was kinda shy..lol..cuz of her weird expression..
then went to the game station..went to ply bk wif dear..hahaha..
after that got ntg to do so went to watch movie..but memang ady plan la..
DRAG ME TO HELL!!
was scary all the time..
the ghost keep appeared n the sound effect was v loud..
then suddenly mum called..

me:halo..
mum:wat r u doing now??
me:watching movie..lol..
mum:till wat tym??
me:not sure le..
mum:go watch wif bf??
me:no la..wif si qi..
mum:ok..bye then..

hahahaha..
was like suspecting me..
but seriously was watching wif him..
lol..then after hanging up the call..
suddenly the ghost appeared..the sound was so loud..
kena scared seriously...my hand straight away cover my face..then..
hahahahahahaha...privacy..lol..
but that show was rely nice..

dear..

thanks for accompany me today..

i am v v v happy..

i treasure all the time today..

rely rely v happy lo..

hahahaha..

i love u forever..

2009-06-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

how i wish that i din even look at it..

how i wish that i din see it..

how i wish that i would think properly..

how i wish that i wun do that to myself..

thank you yiharn and manda..

u two help me a lot..

if i c u two at that time..

i tink u two would had kena by me dy..haha..

really thanks a lot le..

i hope that..

from now on..i won't be like this anymore..

i wan to change that..

shien,i am sorry..

this time..din ask permision..

cuz i really wan to say this to you..

2009-06-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

nby will noe wat am i tinking..
nby will noe how i feel..
am i selfish??
i dunnoe whether i shuld tell u or not..
but seriously i dunno y i am jealous..
but i think i am ridiculous..
i dun like u to talk like that..
but i couldn't make myself to tell u..
i relly dunnoe wat to do..
i noe u both r frens..but..
i dunnoe la..just u two..
till where aso cn chat..haix..
heart v v v pain..
i am sorry..din mean to hide it from you..
but i am just so ridiculous..
so i din tell..

2009-06-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

LETTING GO IS THE BEST CHOICE!!
IF NOT..IT WILL SUFFER A LOT..

2009-06-10T06:48:00.000-07:00

today..
first..is my frens..
same thing..happening..
i must do something to it..
i muz make it back like normal..

second..
dun wan u to sad dy..
ady injured still sad...
ady did ur best..seriously shoud be happy with it dy..
n satisfite with it...
hope u will be happy again..

cuz of that..
i not in good mood.i scold my mum..that's bad..
my violin..i couldn't concentrate..
B note..i cn ply till A n G note..
is very terrible..
dunnoe wat to do..teacher tell me the exam date..
i aso dun feel worry at all..
all i am worrying now..is u..dear..
cheer up dy k??

jia you!!

2009-06-08T20:20:00.000-07:00

knowing all the things happened..

n knowing how you feel..

but..try to think the other way round..

at least can gain more confident..

no matter what happens..de will always be the first to support shien..

try your best..don't be too stress..

JIA YOU!! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT..

holidAYS..

2009-06-08T19:55:00.000-07:00

my caramel cream

yvonne's signature hot chocolate

me n vonne

went to genting then i n vonne went to watch MONSTER VS ALIEN..
which i watch b4 dy..lol..
then after the show we went to starbucks..

b4 dinner..ask tis ppl want to eat wat..he said kfc while he was still sleeping..
then say i v noisy cuz disturb him..
memang is vincent's bro..lol..
pattern same wan..hao xin buy 4 him still kena he say like that..
suan liau..haha..but at least vincent better than him.lol..
wun sleep so much..

went to malacca after that to c my aunt..my aunt went back to her husband's kampung..

there were lots of fruits lo..

then my mum go pluck as my aunt ask to..

then got durian sumore..drop from the tree when we eating rambutan..

my mum saw the durian drop was like so happy..

then go n pick and say wat..

when she is small she aso like that..lol..

everthing was quite ok la..

go holiday will miss u a lot..

holiday without u seems to b like boring..

like cnt ply till v happy..

shien,i miss u a lotss..

to:yi harn n manda

2009-06-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

the three of us

manda ade

yi harn ade

it's been almost 3 years..our friendship..

the three of us had gone through sad,happy,angry n dissapointed together..

many happens in this few years..

n i am happy that the 3 of us..r always together..

n we join the same games,unit-beruniform...

now..

we have to work hard to mantain it k??

dun cuz of sum personal reasons then cause our friendship to b like v cold..

both of u must like last tym ya..

talk,laugh,angry,scolding,crying n everything together k??

the 3 of us must work hard le..

both of u shuld understand wat i mean..

so dun try to bring it up..

u noe i noe than cn dy..haha..

2009-06-04T05:49:00.000-07:00

went out wif amanda,feli,yh,sze lynn,jan n yu bei..

first,we went to j.j club to play badminton starting from 9am..

after that went to tc..

went to watch terminator..nice show..

i love it!!

yi harn use her bag to cover lo..super funny..

janice bang her head..yu bei n sze lynn..

i can't c the both of u..cuz both of u r siting on the other side..

then manda..siting bside me..

she was like want to go mad dy..

keep saw i laugh alone..

then got one part..i kena shock..

almost shout..then my hand ady raise to cover my mouth..

but suddenly manda turn..

then i straight away cnt shout..

paise lo..let her c i kena shock punya look..haha..

then..sumthing weird happen today..

n i am the middle again..my job..lol..

but nvm..at least noeing the truth is better than noeing b4 telling..

make sense..

2009-06-03T05:31:00.000-07:00

today..went out with..
amanda,yi harn,yvonne,felicia,natalie,sze lynn,eileen n
shien..
v happy to get the big card n the present too..
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
i love it very much..
but to me..ur present is the best..hehe..
thank u 4 helping me to take my things..
got a bit bu hao yi si la..
ask u to take..lol..
anyway..today a lot of thngs had happen..
dun wish to talk bout it..
but..i will never forget wat we had done together today..

at redbox tym..
hope that the tym will stop..so that cn b wif u longer..
haha..cuz just now..when u walk back..
v bu she de..but no choice..
but still got next week.hehe..
can't wait 4 it to cum..
thank u v v v much....

2009-05-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

hope to go with u to the trip lo..
relly wish to..
but..
dunnoe got chance ma..
n dunnoe when lo..
hahaha....

now ady turn sot dy..
cn suddenly laugh in skul lo...
hahaha..
u shuld noe y..
dunoe how to control ar..
ltr YVONNE laugh at me more lo..

i am sorry..

2009-05-07T06:22:00.000-07:00

i din noe u very worry..

shouldn't have tell u..

but..guilty..

sorry..

i din mean it wan..

i din noe there

will be consequnces..

sorry..dun wan u to worry..

dun wan u to b emo..

wan u to b as happy as like tym..

dun

cuz of this then not happy..

i did wrong this tym..

n i will rmb it..

will never forget..

hope

u will forgive me..

i'm sorry..

wat o??

2009-05-07T06:07:00.001-07:00

u noe??relly noe??
I DON'T THINK SO!!
if noe still pretend dunnoe 4 wat??
u sure dunnoe wan..
cuz is ur own problem not our problem lo..
if is our problem..
u thinkwill got so many ppl dislike u??
one day i will say out wat's wrong wif u..
everything aso dun wan to do lo..
thought i am ur maid??
c ur own things aso dun wan to throw..
qi dao yao si lo..
hint u dy..walk there look at ur things then walk back n just leave ur things there...
then always like to sai ppl lo..
u thought v nice to sai ar??
u aso not v tall ma..y say other ppl short??
u not v .....y say other ppl??
u not v gud ma..y say other ppl bad??
u not v thin ma..y say other ppl fat??
think aso din think..
u noe how we all feel ma??
a paper seni aso dun wan to draw!!
a box aso dun wan to do..
all throw to others..
u thought we very willing to do 4 u meh??
ady let u sit my place..hao xin worry u dun have frens to tok wif..
still like that..
think aso din think then simply say..

thank you so much!!

2009-05-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

i love the present u gave me...
is nice n i love it very much..
at least cn spend sum tym wif u lo..
if not..
i will b boring la..hahaha..
THANKS A LOT JIE!!

i don't what's more cn i do..

2009-05-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

have u ever think what u had done 4 me n what had i done 4 u??
did u tink that b4??
NO!!!
u noe i tried my best??
nwadays smsing is hu cold o???
nwadays smsing is hu making hu happy???
if i dun care bout u..
u tink i would discuss wat shuld i do wif yvonne so tht i wun make u sad???
u tink i would wan to walk to sumwhere to buy sumthing that u wish to eat??
have u ever think bout it???
n compare to it...
now...
i am not like last tym??
not..
not my problems nor urs...
is cuz i cnt talk to u like last tym i do...
i cnt take care of u like last tym i do..
i cnt b there when u r injured...
all is cuz we r in the different session..
i dunnoe u want me to b lyk how???
i ady try my best..
but u still tink that i din care bout u...
u noe wat..
i still got pmr and other activities to handle..
so i cnt cope a lot of things....
u a while sad..
a while happy..
i dunnoe wat exactly u want..
i say a bit u aso cn sad..
DON'TMAKEME SAY OUT WHATYOUHADTHINKANDTOLDYOURFRIENDSBEFORE..
ANDREMEMBERIKNOWEVERYTHINGANDWATAREYOUTHINKING!!
andiamtiredofit..

i love you more than u tink..

2009-04-30T05:21:00.000-07:00

even though we know for seven months..
isn't long or short time..
in tis past seven months i relly know a lot of things bout u..
i get to know what u like n wat u dislike..

n i am trying my best to make you happy..

cuz ur happiness can brings me laughness..

sumtimes u sad i would relly sad too..

when u happy eventhough i got sad things i aso will be happy...

tis is my first time to be like this..

i had never b like tis b4...

but being like tis..i am much much more happy..

sumtimes i make mistakes..

i would rmb it till long cuz i am worry that i will make you sad again..

all ur things i would rmb it clearly..

relly very clearly..

nwadays everyday keep dreaming bout u cuz i relly miss u very much..
sumtimes dream till dun wish to go skul..
maybe cuz we din always meet(as in talk or go out)
but i treasure all the tym we had spend together..

and i trust u the most out of everyone that i know..

cuz i would just say out all my things to u when i am facing u...

and sumtimes u were injured i would ask y i am not the 1 hu injured??

nw..u told me all ur things and i am very happy..

i sumtimes would keep asking myself..

i would be so lucky too???

cuz i have u..

cuz not everyone will be as lucky lyk me..

and so...

i love you more than u think..

SHIEN,ILOVE YOUVERY MUCH..

and thank u...

why would things turn out in such way???

2009-04-28T05:35:00.001-07:00

why wouldn't i tell?

why wouldn't i ask?

why wouldn't i dun let go?

WHY?

iam regret for letting u go

i am regret that i tink wrongly

i am regret that i thought it would turn out the other way

BUT

all this is under my expectation

i didn't know it would turn out this way

i hope everything would be like last time

no,is better than last time

if i were given another chance

i would make sure that i would make good use of it

n will never let go..

I AM SORRY..

and i miss the time we had together

can everthing start again??

i hope it would start again..

HAHAHAHA

2009-04-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

FELICIA HENG!!
ur pooh is wif me!!
so dun keep call me MONKEY..
if not..hehehe..
ur pooh didi will die wan..

wana burst liau!!

2009-04-24T04:17:00.000-07:00

u dunnoe how to clean ur own stuff??
u dunnoe how to help??
u dunnoe how to tink b4 u say??
u dunnoe how we feel bout u??

thought u very gud meh??
now all of us is angry n v bu shuang u dy lo..
everytym say aso dunnoe how to say gud words..
all Bad words then got la..
like to sai ppl..v geng meh??
v kek lo..din ask u tings then say sendiri..
nobody wan to noe who want to WOO u n ADMIRE u lo..
n the admire ppl dun b so perasan la..
she wan admire aso not posibly admire u ma..keep say that ppl sampat..
dunnoe then simply say..
if the truth is she din admire u..wa..
by that tym sure kena we all laugh wan..
now all I N HER can do is DUNBOTHERYOUSOMUCH!!

FRIDAY!! NICE KERJA KAYU TIME..super mad..

2009-04-24T03:43:00.001-07:00

every1 was busy PAKUING their kerja kayu..but i finish dy..

followed by yvonne then yi harn..

after that nothing to do..

so i invented the SUPERMAN apron.lol..

tis type of tings i will get the idea very fast..

actually the apron is our kerja kayu wan..

and the patern is like how yi harn wearing now.hahaha..

but at that tym i change pattern dy la..

too hot liau..

so i n yvonne fold up..lol.. we was doing the weird things like up,middle n down..

i cnt tahan dy..so i laugh out..hahahaha..super funny lo..

and amanda just quickly took pur pic..

at the same tym..a lot of form 2 ppl were looking..

but biasa dy la..

in school ma..no nid jaga image wan..

my head was cover half..

and i am happy wif that..hahaha..

this was the first shot..
and yi harn SUPERMAN APRON cnt see..
so take again..lol..

we won..CONVENT,JB..

2009-04-24T03:24:00.001-07:00

actually the result was very suprising..is like all of us thought that the other convent would win..

but still when the result was anouce the 2nd was smk convent,MUAR..all of us were shock..

and most of us cried happily..(as in got tears la)at the end,we won 1st,,haha....next level is in June or July..not sure yet..ALTO's family!! kimberly looks like a mother..my buddyDA was on my left side..

we do everything together..thanks buddyDA!!
mee,jacelynn,cindy n sze lynn
while waiting for results

mee n jacelynn..looks like kids..lol..

n the RAT OF THE DAY
lee hui yinn
if she c tis..she will go mad!! but is ok la..
hahahaha
looks like the harry poter,RON'S RAT..

i never forget all...

2009-04-20T01:31:00.000-07:00

all i can say is I DID NOT FORGET ALL...

whether u noe or dunnoe..

i will still tell..

cuz i would wish to mend it..

and i wan to say sorry!!

u shuld noe who YOU are

JIA YOU YA!!

2009-04-19T02:56:00.000-07:00

2moro competition dy..
muz becareful of ur legs hor..
dun always injured ya..
muz win le..win dy..
treat u eat..
2moro going to give u things but dunnoe hw to give..
nt dunnoe la..
dunnoe how to say..
anyway all the best n jia you..
cuz i belive u always cn wan..
concentrate ya...

15 of April..we won!!

2009-04-19T02:07:00.000-07:00

7.30am..
we start our practice..
is like it doesn't sound that nice..
cuz every1 was not warm up well..
after recess..we went to bilik warisan..
we change our baju kurung n then went back to hall for last practice..
n it sounds better..

at around 12.50pm..
we leave skul..
then we reach sigs..
when we went to the hall..
ssi was there dy..
we went up to the stage to test mike..
we sang so horible as the song was very high..
and i couldn't reach the note cuz too high dy..
at the end we just sang our warm up songs..
hahaha...
we were the last skul to perform..
once we sang..we went down..
my frens they all cry cuz it was very nice..
i was like wat happen n then suddenly sum1 cum n hug me while crying cuz too happy dy..
hahahahahaha...
after that the judge anounce three skul to go to smk mohd khalib for prize giving..
our skul was the last to anounce..
then we went there..
we waited very long there till our stomach was hungry..
then the (vip) came n finally the results are anounce..
we got 1st for tis district level choir competition..
all of them jump till so happy..
but i dun dare to jump cuz muz jaga image ma..
hahahaha..
then tis cuming thursday(23 april)
the state level was held in Kulai..
quite scary..cuz the other state was good..

enjoying day!!

2009-04-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to cs n pelangi wif
manda,yh,feli,sze lynn...
i n yi harn went to sds to eat n the others just abunden us..
sad lo..
after we ate we went to find them..
seeing manda outside the chocolate shop ar...
dunnoe buY WAT AR??
lol..
then when to buy jan's burthday present..
her burthday is like dunnnoe past how many days dy lo..
hahahahaha...
then after that go take pic..
omg!!
we kena fine rm5 ringgit cuz...quite malu ting la..
hahaha..after that go pelangi..
wa..raining till very heavily..
sze lynn's dad send me to pelangi bus stop..
that bus stop was full of human beings...
wait the bus for like half an hour then sit bus dy...
was like jam 2 hour plus..
super hungry lo..
wait till hungry no energy liau..hahaha..
but still very happy cuz got u..hahahha..
n i din tok.sorry ya..

how i wish u would tell me the truth

2009-04-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

u noe wat..from every single word u say u said..
i noe sumthing is not rite..
when i keep on asking u..
u dun wan to admit..
is like v hurt dy lo..

tis morning..saw ur leg injured..
u noe how i feel ma??
u understand ma??
i was very sad but i couldn't do anything..
i was at bhind there closing my eyes so that my tears wun drop..
all i wan is just u cn tell me the truth..
u promise me dy wat..
not to hide anything from me??
but still??
wat happen??

till now..i say out..
u only told me the truth..
i was like the whole nite crying lo..
i toking to ting yi..
was like she trying to make me happy..
but in the end when i was in the bedroom..
all i was tinking is u..
then my tears roll down..
still wan to hide from me..

all i cn do nw..
is hope that u will recover soon..
god bless..

doesn't wish too smile at u..sadness..

2009-04-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

i was quite sad till 2day..
but i didn tell any1 bout it..
is like wat u said to me..till 2day i still cn rmb it..
cn u like tink b4 u say??
it hurts u noe??
is like wat i had done 4 u is like noting..
n is like wat i do ALL make u sad..
have u ever consider wat i felt at that moment??
is just like how u feling nw..
is the same..
the hurt,the sadness,the memories..
all!!

i am a human too.
i have feelings too.
nt like i am a cold blodded ppl k..
u think i dun wan to start again??
i tried.. but the hurt was like can't disapear n it stay there..
it has a scar dy..
n so i cnt remove it anymore..
today i saw u at st.helen square..
actually dun wish to lokk at u..
but dunnoe y i just look at u n u smile at me..
n so i smile back..
actually wat u said to me that day..
i still v sad n angry bout it..
maybe u didn't tink b4 u say...
anyway..i reli reli hope that everything cn stop nw..
u dun cum n tok to me bout all tis..
that's is just wat i ask u to do..pls...

days full of funny tings

2009-04-07T06:12:00.001-07:00

in the early morning..eva told us that today NOBODY going 4 netball traning..it was like huh??
means only the 4 of us(manda,yh,feli n me)train..
it's quite funny seeing 4 ppl in the middle of the field training..
but luckily in the end it's been cancel..
kelien the 3 of them bringing sports shoe..haha..

during the science class..
i n yvonne was like acting that ping pong show..
cuz yesterday is bout the priest n the ghost..
we take turn to act..
i was like laughing like no energy like that liau..
hahaha..it's like very long din post dy..cuz forget password..paiseh...

boring..

2008-09-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

holidays r boring...
although can relax but i still prefer skul..
haiz...
sad lo...
wondering wat will hapen during the end year holidays lo..
hahaha...
sure v cham wan lo...
hahaha...

amanda ho is a pervertic!!!

2008-08-22T21:05:00.000-07:00

AMANDA ho ia reli a pervertic in badminton..
though she like to smash but she reli like to smash ppl punya private part lo..
haix..
u noe wat??
the day b4 yesterday..she kep smash yi harn's private part lo..
i was looking n looking n laughing n saying that manda very very ci ko pek lo..
ke lien that yi harn lo..
keep kena smash..
haiz...
too bad la..
i tink nobody will thought that manda is so pien tai wan lo...

i am a babysister..omg!!

2008-08-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

20th august...
i help my mum to take care of four monkeys..i mean those kids..
they r all like monkeys..
everyday climb n run here n there...
n i hav to cook for them...
but lucky ting they ate all...
haha...
n u noe wat...
the two monkeys fight..
i was laughing at the corner lo...
i ask them to go to the olympic to fight lo...
sure win ma...
haha....n i am 14 yearz old hav to watch ultraman wif them...
n i have to let them watch..
so sad lo...haiz

hapy holidays everyone...

2008-08-15T18:01:00.000-07:00

haha..
sumtimes holidays might b boring but sumtimes it might b fun..
it's all depends on hw u handle ur time..
but anyway..
my holidys are v colourful...
gt red blu yellow n more..
haha.....enjoy yourself everyone ya..

frenship means lots to me...

2008-07-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

hahaha...frens is the most important tings in tis world..
without them...
u will find that u r living in a dark world...
so whenever u r wif them..
try to treasure them...
dun regret when u lose them...
cuz by then u will b regreting y u din treasure them??
they will always b the best listener..
whenever u gt problems,they will share wif u..
tis is wat frenship means...

why r u so perasan???

2008-05-28T18:32:00.000-07:00

wat the nonsence r u talking bout o??? where gt ppl say u v brave or wateva n hu the hack wan u to scare o???
nobody say so but u urself say wat u will nt b scare or afraid lo...
n hu the hell say u dun have frens o???we only say that u dun treasure ur fren..we all noes u have frens like li chin hu u scold her like mad last time but nw u n her so close pulak...then say wat u can't juz let tings behind like wat yh treat u but on the other way u r treating li chin like that...have u ever thought that hw li chin feel???
u dun even want to care hw gud ur frens rn juz say them b4 u r close to them..i juz can't wait that u pindah sekolah lo..my life would juz b peaceful..actually i thought my life has ben peaceful in skul cuz nw ok wif eunice ady manatahu another troublesome which is u CHIN PEI WERN cum n disturb,v free meh u???
n pls lo,hu start the fight first??u r the one hu dun wan to tok to us first lo..bt yet keep say that we start first wan?funny lo!!!
n we where gt bu shuang u o?u sendiri yang cakap..nobody says so..u wan write wateva or hw bad we r write la,i dengan segala hormaynya meminta CHIN PEI WERN untuk menulis keburukan orang lain!!
u always thought in tis world only u noe hw to say bad words meh?? ya.u noe a lot of bad words but it doesn't mean we dunnoe k...
rmb wat hapen last year,manda had told u that she can't attend one day b4 the concert..but yet when reach skul u slap her...
KURANG AJAR BEYTUL LA LU...simply slap..then say wat u FORGIVE BT DIN FORGET!! do u tink u have the right to forgivr?? DEFINITELY NO!! u nw u asks other ppl that between u n manda whu correct n hu wrong i can 100% comfirm that most ppl would say that manda is correct n u r wrong!!
u will only find new frens whenever u have no more frens..nt like us,will always frens wif everyone but nt that kind of person like u...i can aso say that we r close to our frens than u k...
n hu the hack checking ur bag?? gt tings to check meh?? ntg aso..ceh...
n u aso v v suer duper KAPOCI lo...everyting aso wan to noe n aso like to act cute v DISGUSTING lo..u tink v cute meh? like mad ppl only lo..i n yh tok secrets u aso want to noe..c isn't it kapoci!!!